Uncertainties

9:55 AM, Thursday. I feel so drained. It’s mostly because I slept at 4:30 this morning. My head hurts. You may be asking why I slept so late. Well, I was probably excited. Today’s already March 25. I’m leaving this country in a few days. Like I said in the previous entry, it might be on the 27th, or the 30th of March depending on the circumstances. The very reason for the flight rebooking is because my sister isn’t done with her final examinations yet. She’s still waiting for her professor’s approval if she can take her exam-scheduled-on-Friday today so we can leave this country by the 27th. But I have yet to hear news from her, let alone my parents. I guess I’ll have to stay in this town a little longer. I’m not quite sure if I should be happy with this. Leaving by the 30th of March means downloading more stuff. But I really want to go home as soon as possible.

10:22 AM, Thursday. Aunt arrived earlier than usual. She said that there were a lot of students withdrawing at the bank opposite to this dormitory, and she badly needs the money. She told me that she’ll pay me later, so I lent her 500 pesos without hesitation. Anyway, I finally downloaded the Voice Patch and the English Patch for the Visual Novel Clannad. The steps were pretty easy, really. Here are some of the hilarious screenshots I took.











12:26 AM, Thursday. I’m currently munching on cold repast while listening to a heartwarming song entitled “Linkage”. It was sung by Mami Kawada, and did I mention that I was an avid fan of her? Her songs are amazing. The song was too majestic. Too majestic, I couldn’t help but shed manly tears. Her album “Linkage” was only released yesterday, and I managed to download it, despite the slow internet speed. I also uploaded it on the internet, and shared it with my friends. I hope they like it. No. I know they will, without a doubt. Anyway, the song has looped thirteen times already; it’s drilled on my mind. This is yet another case of LSS (Last Song Syndrome). I may be exaggerating, but it feels like my wish has already been granted after listening to “Linkage”. The song sends me shivers down to my spine; it feels like a fleeting dream. Aside from “Linkage”, I also love the song entitled “All in Good Time” from the same album. The first time I heard that was a few months ago, from the ending song of the animu called “Shakugan No Shana S”.